Anyone else bee nstuck in a deep depression? The kind where you see no point in living anymore? I am , once again, amidst my job, school, and kids, fighting myself and my urges to end my life. I was wondering if anyone had any suggestions for me. I know that I have reasons to live, my kids, myself, my family... and I think that this depression and 'need' to punnish myself stems from one or more of my 'disorders'... but I have even thought about using a few times.. I know that will not solve anything, I know it will drag me back to that same old hell I was once in... I am rambling now.. and it probably doesn't make any sense to anyone but me, so I will leave it at that..
wishing this was a dream
