Ha Ha Ha Broken..... 'they' don't scare me in the least.. !! I spent 3 out of 4 months last year in the mental haelth unti in Heartland East Medical Center, St. Joseph MO..... you wanna talk about being locked up? three times, they shot me with thorazine and strapprd me to a bed in a room with one-way windows LMAO... it is funny now, but it was terrifying then... yeah, i am just being honest,. and open....... talked with my therapist today...she says i am not outta the woods for suicidal ideation yet... she says that if i can make it for 6 - 12 months with no relapse (if you will), then i will be outta the woods... right now, it has only been a month... well, how was your 24 hour experience there Broken? fun, huh? LMAO......... man... i am feeling a bit better... I had some sort of Rage Attack in the car today, crying, screaming at myself, banging on the steering wheel and dash.. kicking the floor.. all because i missed my doc. appt... wtf is wrong with me??? the other drivers were looking at me funny.. LOL... well, thanx you guys, i am very appreciative of your replys.... thanx!!! hugs
wishing this was a dream